River To The Sea



you gotta have a rhythm

you gotta have a song

a 12, 123

to try and keep your balance on

when i move with you

the whole world moves with me

feel it closing its eyes

like a river that's reaching the sea



out of the way

lets get out of the way

I wanna see the lights

that hide behind the day

timing is everything

for a simple melody

where the word becomes a song

like a river that's reaching the sea



i dont know if it gets paid forward

but without trust its all for show

maybe you will take me

where i want to go

where I'm never lost

where nothing touches me

just put me in your arms

like a river that reaches the sea



The Blood On My Hands



to maintain a look like this - i spent many happy hours

on my face and my nails and my hair

you see I believe that beauty is like a secret power

like love it don't play fair



the blood on my hands

the timeless treasure

the blood on my hands

makes me weaker than water



you don't know it but were moving in a dance

my beaded slippers brushing the floor

at my glory your afraid to even glance

its like the shadow that falls across your door



the blood on my hands

a blessing beyond measure

the blood on my hands

makes me weaker than water



i keep my life in a seashell box

with my knife and my pictures and my pills

my friends maybelline and max know

all about the truth

it can set you free - but it also kills



so take your courage and let me be

is a gutless grin all you brought

my beauty is bound for eternity

while your guts are just destined to rot



the blood on my hands

such a princely pleasure

the blood on my hands

makes me weaker than water



the blood on my hands

ripples on a golden river

the blood on my hands

makes me weaker than water



I Miss You



they still haven't seen us

it's as free as you can get

a blind spot is forgiveness

the kindness of a stranger



I know that nothings gonna stay

see life's mist gently rise

pennies and minutes blow away

from heavens empty pockets



slip through cracks and laugh

at those caught in the storm



i miss you your heart was warm



I'm a sentimental old queen

I cry for all airplane movies

but i started having the dreams of a lonely man





your the one I'll wish goodbye

when they snatch away my kazoo

your arm in mine was the reason why

we made the lonely stars lonely



if the world slips through your hands

you don't even deserve its scorn



i miss you your heart was warm x2



we fall in love with mysteries

love comes from somewhere else

not the mountains or the seas

not the churches or the bars



not in gold paint or golden rules

they always peel off

they're worn by faces made cruel

by vanity or luck





but this is just a finger snap

you only pretend to mourn



i miss you x 2 your heart was warm



if your haunted by your regrets

you cant find no peace

if your haunted by your debts

you won't find no peace

to bring love into this world

thats why we are born



i miss you x 3 your heart was warm



There's Someone Waiting For Me



the wind holds us like ears of corn

we listen with our eyes closed

all we know is the sun

with the wind we grow to the sun



we keep our our place in line

we move inch by inch

we stare at the gate

we show papers to the guard

i pray the harvest comes

cause when the harvest comes

I know there's someone waiting for me

there's someone waiting for me



give the blind their Victory

their toxic eyes their empty lives

let em go lets set them free

because when the harvest comes

I know there's someone waiting for me



there's someone waiting for me x



What Do You Got For Me



what do you got for me

what the broken sidewalks say

all night I'm dodging glass

trying to out walk the day



what do you got for me

do you know how hold on to a dream

it makes you a fool

it makes you cruel



but I'm so sick and tired

of acting dumb and

playing fair

i wanna be the

one that writes history

and doesn't care



hey hey hey

did you throw me away

you know how i see you

your the kind who always pay



but I'm so sick and tired

of acting dumb and

playing fair

i wanna be the

one that writes history

and doesn't care



what do you got for me

say the ghosts of my eyes

like moths trying to find a flame

hoping the wind will rise



The White Of Gold



she was always afraid

her joy was something to mourn

she had this radio

that only broadcast thunderstorms



she took pills for the planes

they made her fun for a while

but for her the friendly skies

were like being put on trial



everything here moves

towards the invisible



you trust people when you know

what kind of sinners they'll be

but the broken ones who give you love

are the ones you never see



and she prayed all the time

it was the only thing she owned

the 1000 and one strings

that said she wasn't alone



but everything here moves

fades in the gleam

towards the invisible

flowing down the stream



i never thought id become a whore

spare change was too hard

nothing left but who you are

and the millions you have scarred



but everything here moves

fades into the gleam

towards the invisible

flowing down the stream



I Live In This Place



I live in this place

and I wont be leaving anytime soon

I'll be doing this

the rest of my live



give me back the last couple 20 years

it melted away like ice on my tongue

melted away like all the fun

melted away like all those who love me

melted away like all those i put above me



but everything gets old - though I like the money

every night I stumble home to a room

just in time to watch the countdown spin

spinning like a rare butterfly whose heart holds the pin

like a gambler who bet everything on a win



I knew I'd be doing this the rest of my life

I knew I'd be doing this the rest of my life

I knew I'd be in this place the rest of my life



Why I'm Bullshit



your looking good

all the ropes that held you down unravel

like mission district pigeons

and now your god's servant the one

with a holy knife to a holy throat

in you leather head band

with feathers - your so handsome

you can translate the sidewalk cracks

you can hear the wailing of the ghosts



all i know is I betrayed you

by not dragging hell to find you



boom your eyes are open

you're no ones dog - you cant be pet

you've got awesome weapons from the future

pity is not one of them

your flashing secret pirate maps

abracadabra is in the air

your the rainbow made of skulls

made from fire held by wire



all i know is I betrayed you

by not dragging hell to find you

but beautiful you're always there x2



I'm bullshit because I like sleep

and I like social drinking

and I don't like going past the point

of no return



all i know is I betrayed you

by not dragging hell to find you

but beautiful you're always there



Remember



remember

what made you hold on

you were the rock

the whole mountain balanced on



remember

carol doda's flashing lights bourbon and coke till it was time to fuck or fight



now I got

your old tape machine

that kept you high

on the beam





remember

you knew what was right but never wrong

a crazy hope

my life depended on



remember

when you loved it was always

like a queen dismiss

hearts that were phonies



now I got

your old tape machine

that kept you high

up on the beam

an 8 year old heart

with a heartless dream

an 8 year old heart

with a heartless dream



remember

the bums used to call your name

you can feel the sun

even from the palest flame





so beautiful and so world weary

i met he was just nineteen

around him I just felt so dreary

he was just a living dream



once I said once he was far too Bowie

he said oh baby your so tired

he always had a better story

but you know he was always wired



Ronald Koal was a rock star

in 81 he was the king

Ronald Koal was a rock star

In Columbus he was the thing





a nervous angel inside him waiting

and saw the world through its eyes

saw the world is not worth hating

all it offers are goodbyes



Ronald Koal Was A Rock Star



Ronald Koal was a rock star

he was too big for this town

Ronald Koal was a rock star

its the small pools where you

really drown





were all going to be forgotten

lets face it - its all we have in store

the end is always gonna be rotten

and i hear its knock on my door



Ronald Koal was a rock star

now he's in the sky getting blown

Ronald Koal was a rock star

its a life you live alone



Ronald Koal was a rock star

he was a true believer

Ronald Koal was a rock star

he was a true believer